i fucking hate not talking to you anymore
i fucking need you
and you can't you really fucking can't imagine how the fuck it is to know that i fucking can't forgive you, prick
and to know that you've never ever ever ever ever fucking loved me
that you've been such a wanker all this fucking time
i fucking get fucked up
while fucking thinking of you
you suck so much that you can barely imagine how much i hate you for what you fucking did
you get me to come back to you and then you LEFT ME just like that
i'm so fucking lonely
with all these people around me
well i'm just empty
i'm empty without you
even if i found someone else
you ruined my life and all my future relationships:
fuck you for that
"Sometimes I turn around and catch the smell of you and I cannot go on I cannot fucking go on without expressing this terrible so fucking awful physical aching fucking longing I have for you. And I cannot believe that I can feel this for you and you feel nothing. Do you feel nothing?"
sarah kane is so right.
